: : : take my world apart!

I have gone to find myself. If I get back before I return, keep me here.
2006-10-11 at 12:08 a.m.


had a rockin good time at debs place yst. we did A MILLION WAYS TO BE CRUEL dance finally. OK GO OK GO! it is really a dream come true. still remember how amazed we were by their dance, and hahah, it is not that difficult to catch. no kick already la! debs and her face really crack us up. her own version of my hands are bananas, really cannot take it. o, i was listening to jars of clay just now. went to check out the lyrics. i fell in love with them all over again. the lyrics of OVERJOYED is reallly beautifully written. it is simple, apt and it reflects the desire, the inner/outer struggles and etc etc. of many of our hearts. the lyric speaks for itself.here goes:

Overjoyed- Jars of Clay
I am the only one to blame for this
Somehow it all adds up the same
Soaring on the wings of selfish pride
I flew too high and like Icarus I collide
With a world I try so hard to leave behind
To rid myself of all but love,
To give and die

To turn away and not become
Another nail to pierce the skin of one who loves
More deeply than the oceans,
More abundant than the tear
Of a world embracing every heartache

Can I be the one to sacrifice
Or grip the spear and watch the blood and water flow

To love you - take my world apart
To need you - I am on my knees
To love you - take my world apart
To need you - broken on my knees

All said and done I stand alone
Amongst remains of a life I should not own
It takes all I am to believe
In the mercy that covers me

Did you really have to die for me?
All I am for all you are
Because what I need and what I believe are worlds apart

And I pray,
To love you - take my world apart
To need you - I am on my knees
To love you - take my world apart
To need you - broken on my knees

I look beyond the empty cross
Forgetting what my life has cost
And wipe away the crimson stains
And dull the nails that still remains
More and more I need you now,
I owe you more each passing hour
The battle between grace and pride
I gave up not so long ago
So steal my heart and take the pain
And wash the feet and cleanse my pride
Take the selfish, take the weak,
And all the things I cannot hide
Take the beauty, take my tears
The sin and soaked heart and make it yours
Take my world all apart
Take it now, take it now
And serve the ones that I despise
Speak the words I can't deny
Watch the world I used to love
Fall to dust and thrown away
I look beyond the empty cross
Forgetting what my life has cost
So wipe away the crimson stains
And dull the nails that still remain
So steal my heart and take the pain
Take the selfish, take the weak
And all the things I cannot hide
Take the beauty, take my tears
Take my world apart, take my world apart
I pray, I pray, I pray
Take my world apart

Worlds Apart.

go listen to it!





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