: : : did you feel it?
I have gone to find myself. If I get back before I return, keep me here.
2005-12-03 at 12:31 a.m.
o many things happened over the past few days. this week has been really frustrating. i got irritated, disturbed, annoyed (blah blah) with people around me.the things they do, the way they act, they behave,the things they say. IT IS GETTING ON MY NERVES.i guess many do not know that their words HURT. or maybe i'm just over-sensitive and stuff. well, i don't know. but sometimes i question myself if i do have any true friends. maybe i do, but do i treasure them? well, sammie asked me that question. i got what she was hinting at. urghh!i'm so PIST. my PMS-ing problem is getting to me again. It is uncontrollable, it is getting out of hand. oh my, God help me.i got to rid of this attitude problem of mine, and my friends' too, and whoever whoever.
oh the mural thingy turned out fine i guess, though i painted only an alphabet I. How pathetic, but, it doesn't matter,we're all in it together. during svc, sihui and meishi danced. it was cool, and everyone was jumping and worshipping. i guess it's a good sign. somehow,i can't wait for worship at EXPO. HAHA. Yea, but till then, there'll be the RUN with char and jun. oh my, oh my. 2km. am i excited? we're gonna go run tmr at the park. can forget about going to the flea market, we're all short of cash. i owe sarah $8, mandy $8, fernie $7.40. i wish i'll get a job soon.
suddenly, i'm excited about genting trip. especially excited about the time that i'll be spending with my DEAREST band mates, and the unforeseen circumstances that reb and i will encounter in our hotel room. sammie, jose, germ and i will be goin to the theme park tgt. haha! i miss the idle hours we spent tgt after BAND, gossiping, goin to sammie's house to bake cakes/cookies, fry pancakes, cutting hair, watch NC-16 movies, play SIMS,go to friendster for mocking sessions,play badminton and etc. haha, we'll definitely be reliving those days soon, i hope.
charlene found LOVELY BONES-the book that i've been desiring to read since the end of O's. THANK YOU WOMAN:) now, i'm reading again. i'm also reading a book loaned from sarah called errmm, a heart ablaze. To i guess, ignite my passion for God. HAHA. wonderful.it's a great book, but i've yet to finish it. lovely week ahead. i'll miss you all, my NON-band friends.ha. HAVE FUN WITHOUT ME.
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