: : : a pocket full of ri

I have gone to find myself. If I get back before I return, keep me here.
2005-11-22 at 2.00am


today was a pretty hard day to get by. i woke up at 1 plus, thinking that it was only 8 plus. and thought that my mom and sis were foolish enough to wake up so early just to go swimming. then my dad came in, just to call me a pig. and guess what i did next. i played my sis's GAMEBOY ADVANCED. something's gotten into me. i know not what. but it was actually fun. i played for hours, and i forgot to eat. after eating, i had a sudden realisation that i was bored. called char and jun up, both were unwilling to go out with me. went online instead. talked to nobody, read museum-of-twits. it's amazing how i can read TWITS online for hours. it's an inspiring blog, though very negative in content, cos of all the vulgarities. i didn't know that one can actually start a blog with the only motive of mocking the ahlian/bengs who listen to TONG HUA. HAHA. with jarelyn as an exception, cause she's no ahlian. ooh, and after reading till my eyes teared, i went to the HEARTLAND to get my shoe and then borrowed 3 books from the library. i was deeply saddened by the fact that i couldn't find THE LOVELY BONES despite searching high and low for it. on the way home in the bus, i saw an ahlian. a sudden gush of guilt overcame me, due to the over-excessive reading of MOT. but i know that reading MOT will not change me, cause [ I WON'T TURN BACK AND GO THEIR(mot)WAY,I'M RUNNING AFTER YOU(God)] haha. oh, can't go for service this sat because of the band concert. OH! there's band tmr at 9, and i'm not sleeping yet. tmr cannot wake up how? nvm, i brought this upon myself. good night.



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